Filian WIP

Filian is a North American VTuber and Twitch streamer. She mainly streams in the 'Just Chatting' category. After debuting in 2021, she quickly became known for her flips, sussy flashbangs, and obsession with Welch's fruit snacks. She has ambitions of producing high-end entertainment, and to help her achieve that, she partnered with Mythic Talent. Together, they are hosting the first annual VTuber Awards.

Stream History

Monday, January 4^th, 2021: The Start of Her Journey

Before Filian had full body tracking, she wasn't the outgoing person that we know today. She was as shy online as she is in real life, and she didn't talk much, remaining predominantly mute in her online interactions. However, she made an effort to go even further beyond her comfort zone. One of her earliest friends she met on VRChat was Felixius, and they spent time together, goofing off and enjoying each other's company. While exploring VRChat, she kept encountering Lolathon. and through a series of chance encounters, she even had the opportunity to be featured in some of their videos. It was during this time that she truly experienced what content creation was all about, gaining an up-close view of the life of a prominent content creator.

Tuesday February 9^th, 2021: Her First Video

Although she hadn't actually created a video until she met Aiderator kept her distracted while they finished up. As they were about to leave, Filian asked if she could come along, and ended up with a Mickey Mouse twerking on her. Aiderator friended her, and they made some videos together, such as Aiderator took her to the side to distract her. They chatted and got along well enough. After they finished and were about to leave Filian asked if she could come along, and ended up with a Mickey twerking on her. Aiderator friended her and they made some videos like 'VRChat Among Us And Chill Be Like.' It isn't one of her proudest moments, but as it was the first video she made, it's important to her.

Saturday, April 17^th, 2021: Her First Stream

Later, she wanted to join her friend Sumatto’s Minecraft server. He told her that if she wanted to join, she would have to stream. Having become more comfortable with content creation, and with a push from her friend -Bigboy she decided to go live. The most we know about her first stream is from this one clip, “Playing With Fire.” It appears that during her first stream, she just messed around in VRChat and did some dancing; even so, you can tell she was having fun. The next couple of streams were with her friend Sumatto on their Minecraft server. Filian quickly gathered several loyal viewers who demanded that she make a Discord server. So on April 11th, 2021, The Snacker HQ AKA Filcord^{1}was born.

Saturday, May 29^th, 2021: Filian Becomes A PNGTuber

Filian started out as a standard faceless streamer until she had the bright idea to place a picture of her Mint Model in the bottom right corner of her stream. She stayed like that for a while until someone informed her that her 'Vtuber model' was broken. At the time, she didn't know what a Vtuber was and dived into research.

Sunday, May 30^th, 2021: Filian Becomes A VTuber

Sunday, May 30^th, 2021: Filian Becomes A VTuber
After gaining a surface-level understanding of VTubers, she knew what she needed to do. She 'legally' ported her VRChat Model to a software called Luppet. Randomly, during one of her streams, she revealed the model, and ever since, she has been a VTuber, whether she liked it or not.

Sunday, June, 12^th, 2021: Bad Friend

Everything was going great; she had friends supporting her and fans engaging. However, not everything can remain positive. A particular moment has stuck with her: she agreed when one of her friends suggested playing Fall Guys. While she had a decent time, it didn't meet her stream's standards. Filian takes pride in her work; she dedicates herself to streaming. So when he said, “You only streamed to like 10 people, who cares?” it truly hurt her and even ended the friendship. Yet, this ignited a fire within her to create the best possible content.

Saturday, November 27^th, 2021: Her First Big Raid

All of her hard work did pay off when she received her first raid of a few hundred people by Kendomurft. She was inundated by so many people who were all supportive and loving. The overwhelming support brought her to her knees, sobbing. It made everything she had gone through and all the effort she had put in worth it, even if she never went live again, she would have no regrets. This experience had a lasting effect on her, and she has since endeavored to make every stream one that she would proudly consider her last.

Monday, March 20^th, 2023: Filian Takes A Brake

Filian announced that she was going to take a break for about a month. She was suffering from burnout, trying to juggle her normal streams with all the red tape involved in The Vtuber Awards. So, she took the time she needed to get things further into motion as well as relax and hang out with friends. With all the effort that she put into the streams, it was a very well-deserved break.

During this time, she flew down to Texas where she stayed at Mizkif’s house. She got the chance to live out most people's dreams of hanging out with their favorite content creators. She met Erobb, who playfully "slaughtered" her with a Nerf gun. She played beer pong with JimmyHere, while her drinks were virgin, much like her. She lifted weights with Lacari, got to hang out with Mizkif, CoreyTheGuy, Emiru, and Wojito, She dropped in on people's streams, , fight people IRL, and even made a public appearance at Dedo’s Funeral to pay her respects.

Thursday, March 30^th, 2023: Cooking Stream

Her month-long break lasted about nine days because she is parasocial and missed the Snackers way too much. She revealed that she had been staying with Mizkif. Her first stream back was the long-awaited IRL cooking stream, where she cooked Rice Krispie cereal with butter and Fruit Snacks, which later became sentient and walked off-screen. She cooked mac and cheese in a rice cooker, seasoned it with steak rub, Fruit Snacks, and Erobb. It went about as well as you would expect. She cooked a steak, threw half of it away, yelled at CoreyTheGuy for helping, then added a half-uncut onion. Lastly, we saw the birth and death of a fan favorite, Nathasha the Pineapple. However, due to her discomfort with the IRL camera, she did not publish the VOD. So I won't try to source anything out of respect for her. Though, that means I can make up wild claims, like she tried to use a flamethrower to cook the steak, and no one can prove otherwise.

Monday, April 3^rd, 2023: Drunk Driving Stream

She proceeded to stay at Wojito’s house for her drunk driving stream. They graciously allowed Filian to use their racing setup. She realized how much she disliked being drunk during this experience. She also had her final Poker sponsorship where she FINALLY learned how to play the game; she didn't even lose a bounty once, which is surprising considering she was drunk. Then she casually mentioned that she was joining Mythic Talent. although it wasn't officially announced until May 1^st, 2023

Hide The Streamer

Despite the amazing opportunity and all the fun she was having, she was still in an unfamiliar place with people she didn’t know that well. She was under constant stress and anxiety, not to mention she had to be on guard at all times to avoid accidentally being on a stream. Everyone involved did seem very understanding and supportive of her situation.So, she wore what she dubbed the Vtuber Redactor. while staying with the others, ensuring that even if she got seen on stream, she would still be safe. However, no matter how kind or supportive a group of people is, a new environment will always be stressful. Following Mizkif's advice, she had been working out every other day in Esfand’s gym to relieve stress. One night, feeling the need to burn off some energy because she hadn't streamed in a few days, she went from Mizkif's house to Esfand’s house and asked to use his gym. However, when she entered, she was startled to see Lacari there "without prior notice or formal agreements," which is completely unacceptable and something Filian would never do. While the two were there,Lacari helped teach Filian how to properly work out. Though her HDMI kicked in, and she got bored halfway through, so she just started to dance.

Wednesday April 5^th, 2023: Workout Stream

Filian managed put together ab impromptu collab with Nihmune. It turns out that she was going to Weebcon, so she was also in Texas. Filian offered to fly her to Austin so that they could do an in-person stream. However, Numi is far too generous; she refused to take the money. She flew herself and Rainhoe out… Although she ended up drunkenly buying tickets for a week out, so she had to rebuy the tickets and is out $400. When Numi and Rainhoe arrived, Filian was still asleep, so they had to wait out there for 30 minutes. When introducing them to Mizkif, she just kind of gestured at them, and they didn’t know how to introduce themselves properly; it was awkward for everyone. Despite Filian telling Mizkif about who they were and even linking to their Twitch pages, no one really knew who they were and were surprised that they actually streamed. It may have started roughly, but they had an amazing time. Filian had wanted to do a workout stream with another person for a while, so for her, this was a dream come true. After her workout stream, she hung out with Nihmune and Rainhoe; they went to some arcades and parties. Finally being able to hang out with some Vtubers in real life was very refreshing for her

Saturday April 8^th, 2023: PO Box Stream

Filian gave everyone a week to send packages to Emiru's PO box. She received cat ears, a custom-named box of Fruit Snacks, which she immediately destroyed. In total, she received five packages of Fruit Snacks. She got three cool t-shirt, two letters from fans, a Tails head stress ball, Tedy Rick figure, Deez Nuts Candle named Gregory, who she ate and killed. She received a total of four candle, two cookbook, which she could have used a few streams ago. She got Scottish paraphernalia, Pacifiers, because she is a Fussy Baby, She got a Pineapple Coror, Flarp Putty, an erotica, Nuts, cheese making kit, Cinnamon Toast Crunch, Wii remote, a pineapple plush she named 2tasha named after the late Natasha. TeeTurtle Tea, Lego Minecraft Set, Sonic shoes, a cat tail, a necklace, a ocarina, a Aspercreme that she put on her lips and immediately regretted, Paimon plush, a box full of Erobb's, wall patch, snacker sign, first aid kit, silver cross, buff AmongUs figure, and lastly a large cow plush. Though like with her cooking stream, she was uncomfortable with the IRL camera so she did not publish the vod. After the PO Box stream, she wasn't able to take everything home with her. She decided to hide them in Mizkif's house, where they remain. She plans to retrieve the items during her next visit.

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Friday May 12^th, 2023: Possibly Plausible

She played a new game she designed; it's described as 'Two Truths and a Lie' on steroids. In this game, you give either two truths and one lie or one truth and two lies. Everyone goes around and tells one of the stories you claim is true. The participants are allowed to ask any sort of questions to try and figure out whether it is true or not, then they vote. This is repeated until everyone has told all of their stories. Then it is revealed which was true and which was a lie. You get a point for every one you guess correctly, and the person with the most points wins.

Wednesday May 24^th, 2023: Filian Anniversary Celebration

Everyone got together to celebrate Filian’s second anniversary. She felt like the first anniversary was lackluster, so she made sure to make this one very special. She looked through the clips of the last two years and had us rank which of the top three was the best, which took up most of the stream. After the last wholesome videos, she needed a palate cleanser of a Rekson roast. Then she looked at all of the creations that the Snackers had made for her anniversary. Though there were a few that the whole community worked together on, a collective drawings.

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Anniversary Clip Winnders:

Best Dance Moment:
1. Filian Dances In Front of Numi & Rain IRL to Cake By The Ocean by DNCE
2. Filian Dances To Wait a Minute! - WILLOW
3. [Filian - VRChat] Dancing to The Middle (Jimmy Eat World)

Best Out Of Context Moment:
1. Filian With Little Context
2. A very concerning question by Fil
3. Fili2n admits something

Dumbest Idea Filian Moment:
1. Why you don't want to be a parent
2. Fillet did the thing
3. CLASSIC WALL SLAM PHILIP LULW

Best Community Moment:
1. Fili2n reached the $50k goal for AHA Charity Stream
2. Filian Reacts to "Welcome to the filcord (Bo Burnham - Welcome to the Internet parody)"
3. The Sounds of Hell

The Best Chat Timing:
1. Finland's grandma died from Leukemia
2. S Tier Timing - Filian
3. What's the grossest thing you've ever experienced

Funniest YLYL Moment:
1. That one friend that won't stop talking
2. Spooderman "It's in my mouth!"
3. WFarting on my roommates door (dramatized)

Best Collab Moment:
1. Layna Gets INSTANT KARMA Messing With Filian
2. Mizkif beats up Filian LIVE on Stream
3. what the filian doing

Best TTS Moment:
1. Very wholesome TTS, until this happened
2. Genius TTS about the Pokemon playthrough
3. Filian is in the VTuber's "brain damage" category

Worst Rage Moment:
1. pacifier for fussy baby filian
2. Filian rages hard at Jump King + TTS just on time
3. Old Chibi clip got her mad

Best Jumpscare On Screen:
1. The WORST Filian has ever been scared
2. Wicked Steering + Lamonting
3. Moist Cr1tikal jumpscare, Fil got sandbagged

The Best Public Moment:
1. What do Japanese people think about Filian?
2. Jesus sent Fil to hell, for her transgressions
3. The greatest VRChat duel ever

Best Game Clutch Moment:
1. Gilian smurfing in Beat Saber
2. Filian vs. Snuffy - The end of the chaotic fight
3. Nice play, Oh right, they also killed erobb

The Best Clueless Moment:
1. "It Was a Video Not Me!" - Filian Went To The Bathroom
2. Filian ate some weird peanut butter…
3. It will be fine

The Best Unban Request Moments:
1. Filian gets rickrolled by a ban request
2. Please shout me out Filian my fish is dead!! | Unban requests
3. "StarWars Kid's last adventure

Wholesome Moments:
1. Chat broke Filianst because of the support from her community
2. very wholesome
3. I actually cried

Saturday May 27^th, 2023: Betrayal

On this day Filian betrayed the Snackers and everything that she stood for. She chose to eat Mott's fruit snacks. How could she do this to us, to Welch's, and even to herself? Somehow we will move past this, we just need time to heal.

Wednesday May 31^st, 2023: Interview with the CEO of Twitch Dan Clancy

For the first time EVER, Filian was actually early to a stream—early by twenty-five minutes, to be exact. This caused chat to panic and wonder if Gilian had kidnapped Filian and was trying to replace her. However, she had set up a timer ticking down to the start of the interview as she prepped everything. Filian maintained incredible professionalism throughout the entire session. She didn't make a single 'deez nuts' joke or a 'your mom' joke. However, at the end, she did try to fight the CEO before getting KO’ed.

Despite this, Filian was well-prepared, dividing the interview into three broad topics: Twitch's Growth, Monetization, and Discoverability on Twitch itself. The bulk of the conversations and questions culminated in the idea that Twitch is designed to bring together communities, whereas other platforms are designed to have you consume as much content as possible. Twitch encourages you to focus on a few creators. You aren't there for the vod; you are there for the person. This fosters the growth of a community.

All in all, Dan Clancy felt and looked like a normal guy, very approachable. He didn’t give off the classic air of superiority that you would expect from a CEO. He is just a guy who happens to be a CEO and spends his time with his kids and streams himself, where he sings a lot.

After the interview, she had an announcement for everyone. She showed a clip revealing the first annual Vtuber Awards, scheduled for December 2023.

Friday June 2^nd, 2023: 600,000 Follower Subathon Celebration

To celebrate reaching 600,000 followers on Twitch, Filian hosted her standard Subathon. The timer started out with 24 minutes, and every sub/gifted sub would increase the timer by 30 seconds. She set a cap of 32 hours, with eight hours dedicated to her sleeping. However, Filian did not feel it was right to sleep through the time people paid for, so she paused the timer while she was asleep.
Here's a rundown of the events during the Subathon:
• Beat Saber
• Horror night with LaynaLazar
• Filian revealed face tracking on desktop.
• Watched "I made the world's most dangerous pool stick - I did a thing"
• Subnautica
• While she slept, she played “Layna Handcam Popping a Watermelon with rubba banddss today!” on repeat.
• She woke up feeling groggy.
• Watched "Inside a $75M Lake Tahoe Mansion with a Hillside Tram Architectural Digest" & "I Bought My Dream House! - FaZe Rug"
• Unban Requests
• Q&A
• Watched "Dog Breed Deformities - Sam O'Nella Academy"
• You Laugh You Lose
• Played Pictionary with Saruei
• Played Minecraft
• Played Minesweeper
• Played Dark Souls
• Watched "Easy Way to Lose Your Construction Job - Active Police Cam"
• Watched "True Stories About Chimps - Sam O'Nella Academy"
• Danced
Sub Goals
• 9,200 Filian will wear the irl police outfit. Though it got lowered to 9,000 because of expiring subs that messed with the Sub counter. She fulfilled the goal here
• 9,200 Green screen for half an hour.
• 9,400 Chibi Filian for one hour. She fufilled the goal here
• 9,600 Furry tag back for a week.
• 10,000 Filian sings a song. She fufilled the goal here
• 10,500 Gilian stream. She fuffiled the goal here
• 11,000 Commission art of chats choice.
• 11,500 Buy a real desk

Sunday June 16^th, 2023: Day One OffKai Expo Meet & Greet

Filian hosted a meet and greet event. Since this event was not recorded, there isn't much information available about what transpired. However, thanks to Lordkerberos, Speedhunter020, and Kylemsguy, who shared their experiences and provided a few pictures, some details are known.

Filian was assigned her own room. to meet her fans, with each fan having around 60 seconds to interact with her. Typically, she would begin most with a deez nuts joke, followed by a brief conversation. Afterward, she used an electronic signing device to provide fans with autograph. Overall, it seemed to be a fairly standard meet and greet.

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Friday June 16^th, 2023: Day One OffKai Filian Pannel

Filian started the stream off painting with Layna. But Filian had to be at the OffKai Expo on time! So she abandoned Layna Joining the Offkai call. Filian was expecting to be beamed in on some device where she would be walked around and she could hassle the people there. Though what actually happened was they gave her a whole room to herself full of her fans. Which she was not expecting at all. So after joining the call for the OffKai Expo and spending some time being scuffed things eventually kicked off. One of her life's goals by having a irl crowded of people cheer when she did a flip, she found the one female snacker, challenged people to handstand competitions, she even serenaded us with her finest singing. The only bad thing to happen was when a Cooksie impersonator showed up and trickedFilian, but it's okay he got kicked out.

Monday June 17th, 2023: Day Two OffKai Expo Filian’s Mystery Date Show

Unlike her other dating shows, this one had only six participants: Drumsy, Erina Makina, Fefe, MotherV3, & Nihmune couldn't be there. So Filina got Neko. as a last-minute substitution. Finally, we had the lovely Mystery Guest Rob, who used a nuro-sama model and voice changer.

Unlike most of the dating shows Filian does, there is no elimination in this one. Instead, Filian will give them a prompt or question, and each participant will provide the best response they can. The mystery date then selects someone and asks them a question to help identify their identity. That person can then choose the next topic from a list of pre-approved questions. The process continues for several rounds.

When Filian decides there have been enough rounds, the mystery date chooses the person they like the most. This individual must then guess the identity of the mystery date. Only if they guess correctly do they win and get to date the mystery guest.

Wednesday July 5^th, 2023: Vtubers Got Talent

It is based on the TV show America's Got Talent. However, due to time constraints, there was only one round where the winner takes all, and the prize was $300. Contestants could perform any talent they wanted to impress the judges, who consisted of Shylilly, Lana Lazar, and Filian. However, due to Filian's lack of faith in Shy Lilly , she quickly recruited Snuffy https://www.twitch.tv/snuffy to fill her spot, making it four judges when Shylilly did show up.. Despite this unexpected change, they managed to work through it.

Contestants:

• Every Luna Ever
• Trina Deuhart
• Soya Poya
• Meaka
• Chuuujiso
• Stryker
• Toonxly
• That Maestro Guy
• Resnauv
• Nikita Zvezdovlas
• Emo Ace
• Rekson
• Kiwii Iwi
• Lora
• Killa Kuraymi
• Nevaeh Evol
• VRC Victory
• Lola Loading
• Alpha Betta
• Coda
• Hana X Banana

Saturday July 8^th, 2023: Filian invented the word "Slappy" and has never lived it down.

Monday July 24^th, 2023: Filian First Use Of A Cameraman

Wednesday Augest 2nd, 2023-Present

Wednesday Augest 2nd, 2023: loopy lego stream with Cottontail

Title:"🦷 WISDOM TEETH REMOVED 2 HRS AGO. HANGING W/ @COTTONTAILVA! Loopier than Looper. More doped up than doppenheimer. Pls keep me company ;-;": Vod: Stats

Notable Events:
• Filian was under the effects of very strong drugs after her surgery, such as ibuprofen, antibiotics, and Xanax. Several times throughout the stream, her manager DMed her on Discord, advising her not to stream due to her current condition. She did not listen and actively disregarded his advice on stream. It appears that this incident was a breaking point, as he appeared to have quit because of it.

Wednesday September 6th, 2023: Geoguessing with Sinder

Title:"🍓 I LIVED. Geoguessing with @Sinder! Did you know chocolate icecream comes from brown cows? Mel and Layna Girls Night Friday! Henya Monday!": Vod: Stats

Saturday September 9th, 2023: YLYL Maid Gilian

Title:"🍇GIRLS NIGHT w/ @ProjektMelody and @LaynaLazar today! Sugar, spice, and everything nice! But Professor X added a special ingredient: Horror":
🍇GIRLS NIGHT w/ @ProjektMelody today! Sugar, spice, and everything nice! But Professor X added a special ingredient: Horror Vod: Stats

Notable Events:
• Filian announced that in october she and her friends are going to do a stream in a motion capture studio.

Saturday September 9th, 2023: YLYL Maid Gilian

Title:"🍇MAID GILIAN YOU LAUGH YOU LOSE today! The day is finally upon us! Gilian is becoming kawaii. After, I'm moving to Hawaii, see you guys soo": Vod: Stats

Notable Events:
• Filian's stream crashed again. She decided she would go ahead and buy a new computer instead of waiting for Mythic to close the deal with Sarforged. So, until the new computer arrived, she would not be able to stream after Monday's collaboration.
• Filian got a shout out by PewDiePie.

Monday, September 11th, 2023: Henya VR Colab

Title: "👻3D HORROR NIGHT W/ @HENYATHEGENIUS. We're meeting up virtually and busting ghosts, but also messing around! I won't scream; I'm a VR pro d": Vod: Stats

Notable Events:
• Filian managed to make it through the whole stream without crashing due to changes she made to her setup. With her setup potentially working now, she canceled her forced vacation.

Behind The Scenes

Filian Can't Catch A Break
When she received her prebuilt PC, the 3090 didn't work, so the company had to send her another one. She broke that one while trying to install it, so she informed them that the replacement also didn't work, leading them to send her yet another unit. Unfortunately, the third one broke during a flight, and once again, she convinced them to send her another replacement. However, the blame for this last mishap lay entirely with Filian. She went to visit some friends in real life for an entire week and brought her PC in a box to continue streaming. Everything went smoothly until her return trip. Her friend had a maid who cleaned their house periodically. Mistaking the foam used to protect the inside of her PC during travel for trash, the foam was discarded, though Filian didn't realize this until the final day of her visit. She rummaged through the trash in an attempt to locate it but was unsuccessful. Recognizing that it was lost forever and faced with an upcoming flight, she decided that the next best option was to stuff her bra into the computer for protection. This did not work, the bra was too small to protect anything.

Femboys, Eh?
Filian had become mutuals with Big Tugg^{1} and while scrolling through TikTok, she accidentally sent him a video of femboys twerking. His only response was essentially, “Femboys, eh?”

The Echo Chamber
In her old apartment, it was located right next to the road. Due to the positioning of the houses, whenever a truck drove by, the sound would be amplified. Consequently, every trash day she would be jolted awake from a deep sleep in a panic.

Opening Song
The opening song for most of her streams is BUBBLE TEA by Dark Cat. Filian first heard this song while watching a League of Legends streamer named Vicksy, who always had 'Bubble Tea' at the top of their stream playlist. After hearing the song enough times, Filian liked it enough and added 'Bubble Tea' to the start of her streams, eventually forgetting about it.

TJ Sound Alert
The TJ sound alert is one of her oldest. It was created when they were playing a game of marbles. Her mod, TJ, was in the lead when they fell off the track and died, and she screamed their name. The resulting sound is something she still can't replicate.

Degen Night
During Degen Night, Filian would chase after clout. If nobody had any clout, she would leave. At one point, she saw LaynaLazar getting a lap dance and asked for a collaboration, which ruined the mood, though it did result in the development of a strong friendship between the two Vtubers.

Moving Mishaps
During Filian's recent move to her new apartment, she was carrying a large box filled with clothes. Unfortunately, it ripped open, and all her clothes got covered in mud.

Lil Fil

Special Camp Incident
Filian had to do so many hours of community service in order to graduate. So she was invited to a summer camp for special needs kids as a councilor. There was one rule that you couldn't say the R word. Like many kids her age, who were young and dumb, used the word in every other sentence. While she was here she did her very best to never say the word. One evening while she was getting the kids ready for bed. One kid refused to settle down, running, and throwing a football. Something that Filian doesn't remember happened, (I assume the kid did something dangerous with the football) she responded with. “That was r*******.” As soon as the words left her lips the reality of what she said hit. Having accidently used that word in a derogatory manner, shook her so badly she cried herself to sleep. The kid didn't even notice and just kept running around. She was mortified the rest of her time there and it continues to haunt her to this day.

The Frogie
When Filian was a child, her grandmother had a very large backyard. So, Filian would regularly bring animals into her grandmother's house to show her. She caught a grasshopper and showed it to her grandma, but it didn't quite satisfy her. She then went back outside and caught a frog. When she showed her grandma, the frog leaped right into her grandma's mouth. After that, she couldn't bring animals into the house ever again. More recently, TikTok has been suggesting videos of a girl catching frogs in her backyard. It seems not much has changed.

Pooljerker
When Filian was young, her family was throwing a pool party. Filian wanted to jump in the pool, so she went to do a cannonball. Mid air a kid decides to swim right under where she was going to land. Unable to stop, she obliterated the small child. The kid cried and Filian got in trouble and was sent to her room. She was upset and frustrated, so she vented her frustrations the way teens do when they are left alone. She was having the time of her life when her uncle knocked on her door. He just opened the door and started telling her that she can come back out and that no one is upset with her anymore. He went in and sat on the bed next to her, she only had a thin bed sheet covering herself. She was just desperately trying to get him to leave. He eventually did and she asked him to close the door on the way out which he did not.

Kickball
Filian was playing kickball. Someone kicked the ball exceptionally far. Filian being her athletic self was sure she could catch it. She sprinted as fast as she could and ran to catch the ball. She was so focused on the ball that she didn't notice anything else around her, and ran full speed into a parked car. Everyone laughed at her and she claimed it was the most embarrassed she has ever been.

Cheese Experiment
When she was a child, she wanted to understand how cheese was made, so she ran an experiment. She filled a glass with milk and simply left it in a cabinet under the sink for months. After about three weeks, she checked on it and had the urge to take a bite, but the smell was so bad that she refrained. Eventually, her parents discovered the milk cup, and she got into trouble.

Pine Friend
When she was a child, every time she found two pine needles connected at the base, she would hold each needle in her hand and spin them around as if they were her child.

In Memory Of Dole The Beta Fish
During her college years, Filian had a cherished betta fish. She lovingly named him Dole, inspired by the Dole Bananas with which she adorned his tank. She did a lot of research to ensure he led a healthy life, providing a proper tank, keeping it clean, and offering enrichment. However, she didn't know that betta fish could jump, so she never bought a cover for the tank. Sadly, she found his dried corpse on the ground one day. Rest in peace, Dole; you will be missed.

Dream Job
When Filian was a child, she had always dreamt of being a movie actress, a stunt double, or even an anime voice actress. However, she eventually developed a more practical dream job. Her fascination with bugs led her to aspire to become an Orkin woman, without knowing what an exterminator really was. She envisioned spending her days interacting with insects. Discovering the truth was disappointing, which led her aim for on a more reasonable dream, such as a pathologist to study bacteria. Instead, she ended up becoming an anime girl who does flips and entertains large audiences. Long story short, don't give up on your dreams; you never know what will end up happening.

Beloved Sapling
She convinced her parents to purchase a tree sapling. She loved it and diligently cared for it, ensuring it received plenty sunlight and watering it daily. She even named it Yuki, after Naruto's plant. However, when she had to attend a two-week camp, she asked her parents to water the plant. Unfortunately, they never watered the sapling even once, and by the time she returned, it had withered away.

Filian Got Pistachios Banned
Back in middle school, kids would rub the shell of a pistachio on the ground, causing the shell to become superheated. They would then touch it to someone and burn them. Filian, in her infinite wisdom, thought it would be a good idea to show a teacher and burned her own forehead. Pistachios were subsequently banned, and Filian never admitted to anyone that it was her fault.

Making Friends!
When Filian was a kid, she would go around knocking on random people's doors, asking if they had kids with whom she could be friends. It's a wonder she is still alive.

Favorite Comedian
Bill Cosby was Filian's favorite comedian when she was young, before it was known what he did. She even sent him a letter telling him he was so cool, and his assistant sent one back saying how he was cool.

Hobbies

Animes Filian likes: No Game No Life, Attack On Titan, Angel Beats, SAO, Madoka Magica, Kill la Kill, Redo of Healer, Made in Abyss, Elfen Lied, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Overlord, Future Diary. Filian really likes psychological horror, the kind that messes you up. Though above all her favorite anime by far is Death Note. she always references it: “I’ll take a potato chip and EAT IT!!!” “This is my perfect victory!” She loves to monologue w ith the L theme song playing. Her least favorite anime is Kings Game, described as so bad that it's funny. Inuyasha was the first anime that Filian ever saw. She then confused it with Naruto and watched Naruto instead. So in the end, the first anime she watched was Naruto. In fact, she got so engrossed with Naruto that she believed, when she turned 14, that she was going to become a Chunin warrior.She ended up falling in love with anime and has been watching it ever since.

Recently she has become obsessed with the Diablo series, playing Diablo 4 the moment it was released. Other games she plays include Clash Royale, the Pokemon series, Souls series, and Elden Ring. Filian is really competitive, so she likes to play PVP games. For her to play PVE, the world has to be challenging enough, so she places them on hard difficulty. The only exception is when she wants to enjoy the story.

FIlain has been known to play a lot of MMORPG’s such as World of warcraft, she has sunk a lot of time into the game. But was unable to get to max level in WOW until she paid 120$ to get there. But by far her favorite game is Leage of legands having put 1300 hours into the game. Though due to the way she streams the game has has put the most time into is VRChat with over 3000 hours played.

Filian likes to watch reality TV shows like BattleBots, dating shows, and Ultimate Ninja Warrior.

The first movie that comes to mind whenever she is asked is "Interstellar." However, she also likes several other movies such as "Avatar," "Ready Player One," "Alita: Battle Angel," "Kung Pow: Enter the Fist," and the "Star Wars" series.

Fears

Filian is a brave person who doesn't flinch at the prospect of jumping from building to building, straightening a dislocated finger, etc. Sometimes it feels like she has no sense of self-preservation, but everyone has fears; Filian is no exception.

• When Filian was young, she was at a friend's house, and she broke a vase. They blackmailed her into getting in the trunk of their car and letting them take her somewhere. It is unclear if that caused her claustrophobia, but that event alerted her to that fear.
• She has trypophobia; it's unclear how severe the case is, but it appears a block of beans is enough to squick her out.
• Her body rejects the texture of raw food or gristle/fat. It makes her feel as though she is eating diseased food.
• She is deathly afraid of flying, to the point where she tells all her loved ones goodbye before every flight.
• Though the thing that scares her the most is her own chat. Whenever she had just started streaming and didn't understand Twitch emotes, so she was afraid that someone was going to come into chat and only speak in Twitch emotes.
• She has wanted a motorcycle for a long time, but she is afraid of how unsafe they are.
• Filian is terrified of needles, specifically getting shots.
• Her door is made of glass, and she is terrified of just randomly looking and seeing a dude looking inside.
• Filian is always cautious about being doxed and leaking her face, to the point where she won't even use Face ID and always uses a VPN.
• Filian has Thalassophobia: the fear of not knowing what's below you in the water.
• Filian has styrophobia: the fear of styrofoam rubbing together.
• Filian has a fear of any sort of physical affection. She can't hug people, kiss people, especially not anything further. So she isn't lying when she says she is a turbo virgin; it's not a meme. She is terrified of that level of intimacy. It is so bad that she refuses to even see a gynecologist.
• Filian is afraid of being watched while she is streaming.
• Filian works online, games online, talks to all her friends online; she lives online. So the fact that she can't imagine living in a world without the internet, and that it scares her, is understandable.
• Filian has a fear of clowns.
• Filian is deathly afraid of accidentally bringing a mic into the bathroom and having chat hear everything.

Irritants:
• Filian can't stand the sound of silverware on plates.
• It makes Filian uncomfortable to be seen eating.
• Filian hates the sound of mouth noise.
• Filian hates the sound of high-pitched voices.

Catchphrase

I'm a coconut - True - CHAAAAT! - COME ON CHAT!! - WHAAAAAA!!! - HEYYYYYYY!!!! - *Inhuman Noises* - Let's watch this junk - Sick Nasty - Mothertrucker - Okay alright - Dun dun-dun dun - I have STD’s - Peace out girl scouts - No laughing - The possibilities are truly endless - Frick - Fit Deez nuts in your mouth - You know what sushi’s another word for - ...Your mom last night - Andrew Tate - *Dabs* - Weedeater - Booty - Hit the Yoinky Sploinky - Im in your walls - Im on drugs - Quirked up - Parasocial - The worst she can say is no - Holy Moly - BLALALALALALALALALALALALALA - something, something Anakin and the younglings - I have the high ground - Obama’s last name - SHEEEEEEEEESH - God dang - Something something Alabama - is/wasn't the play - Valid - KappaPride - No cap on a stack - Keep it 100 - Go even further beyond - Wazam Wabam - You can't spell Filian without L - Bazinga - Gamer Moment - sicha-ma-wayshun - Slappy - Jover - Very Cool - procrasterbating.

Filian Wisdom

• "Any pizza can be a mushroom pizza if you wait long enough."
• "Trypophobia is the fear of holes."
• "You find actual love when you aren't looking for it."
• Filian on protecting your virginity: "Sleep in Crocs with a pocket protector surrounded by a pillow fort."

• Improve: To improve your improv, Filian suggests this: Watch funny people and pay attention to what they do. Whenever you see someone about to make a funny joke, pause the video and try to make the joke yourself. Then listen to their jokes and compare the two.
• Making Friends as a streamer: Filian suggests you cold DM them and ask to collaborate. Hang out with them on stream, and then hang out off-stream. There is a high likelihood that you will become friends. Half the time, they ignore her, so don't only DM one, or don't take the rejection to heart.
• Best VR Headset: If you are looking for a VR headset, Filian suggests a Quest 2, claiming that they are indestructible. To be fair, being able to survive a Filian, in itself, is proof of that.
• Becoming A Full-Time Streamer: Filian believes that you can become a full-time streamer nowadays with just 500 average viewers, or even as few as 200 (however unlikely). Also, try to get sponsorships; those will help immensely.

Trivia

• As of 7/10/2023, her phone's passcode is 2632.
• Filian's favorite Pokemon is Jirachi
• Filian stuck her finger inside of an outlet.
• Filian's favorite Band: Passion Pit and Moi Shop
• Filian has synesthesia that lets her see some letters and numbers as colors: the number 1 is white, 2 is brown, the letter A is red (she suspects it's the association with apples), and the name Layna Lazar's name is yellow and red.
• As of 3/4/2023, Filian has a Toyota Camry XSE 2020. Though she regrets not getting a junker instead.
• Filian doesn't seem to have a favorite superhero, though she likes the Flash as she has always loved super speed. She is also fond of Deadpool, Peter Quill, and Ant-Man. Oddly enough, her favorite superpower is flying.
• Filian doesn't read non-fiction books.
• As of 9/4/2022, Filian does not have a bedframe and seems perfectly content sleeping with a mattress on the floor.
• Filian's favorite planet is Neptune and, to a lesser extent, Jupiter, though she would rather fly to Uranus for obvious reasons. Also, the rings of Saturn are overrated.
• Whenever anyone asks what Filian does, she tells them she is an editor.
• Filian's favorite mythological creature is the Kraken.
• Filian's favorite fast food is Taco Bell.
• Filian played the flute in elementary school for about five months.
• As of 8/15/2022, Filian owns a precorder.
• If Filian had to fuse two animals, she would fuse the top half of a crab with the bottom of a horse.
• Filian can only cook breakfast food: microwaved cereal, pancakes, waffles, eggs, bacon, and French toast. She also makes homemade popcorn.
• Filian's favorite season is winter. It makes her feel cozy.
• Filian really wants a pet but can't get the one she wants; she is allergic to everything with fur, even the hypoallergenic ones.She was even thinking about having a pet snail but she is allergic to shellfish, including snails. She wants one because they are cute, social, and as low maintenance as a cat. She is thinking of getting a snake, much for the same reasons, referring to them as the rabbits of reptiles.
• Filian is allergic to cats, dogs, and rabbits.
• Filian once owned a pet cow, but the government took it away.
• Filian doesn't drink; she has only ever had one long island iced tea.
• Filian favorite cheese is mozzarella.
• The name Filian is, as she likes to say, “basically my real name.”
• Filian did not do any sort of gymnastics when she was younger; she just got into parkour.
• Filian's favorite game is WOW Arena. One of her favorite FPS games of all time is the Titanfall series. She is only dissatisfied with the titans. In contrast, she believes Destiny 2 is a grindfest from hell and could only play it for 2 weeks. Though the pvp was pretty nice.
• Apples.
• Filian once stole a Yu-Gi-Oh! card because it was cute.
• Filian has broken one Index headset.
• Filian favorite ice cream is Cookie Dough.
• Filian's first VR headset was a Quest 2, though she quickly upgraded to an Index with full-body tracking within like a week and a half.
• Filian isn't a fan of traveling; the only place she wants to go is Japan.
• Filian's favorite movies are Interstellar, the first Avatar Movie, Ready Player One, and Alita: Battle Angel.
• The first movie Filian ever saw was Pokemon.
• Music instantly calms Filian down.
• Filian prefers ramen to soup.
• Whenever she does lucid dream, it never lasts long. So, she just runs around pantsing people.
• One of her favorite songs is Jojo Golden Wing.
• She hates the taste of sparkling water.
• She supports LGBTQ+ rights.
• She has had laser eye surgery.
• When she was in high school, she got so angry she punched a hole in the wall.
• She is not verified on YouTube because they need her to give her real name she refuses to, rightfully so.
• Filian is very sensitive to caffeine, so she avoids it as much as she can.
• She can spin three times in a row before losing her balance.
• She bites/eats her fingernails and her toenails. and her toenails.
• She is really fascinated with popping zits..
• Her favorite number is eight.
• Whenever she sees a pool on Google Maps, she has to stare at it; it makes her brain happy.
• Filian loves streaming so much she will stream in her dreams, and she will wake up and apologize to chat for not talking enough.
• She has an iFunny account under the name Megapickel.
• She was a COD kid.
• She has broken seven chairs.
• She made a whole park cringe.
• She says GIF instead of GIF.
• In the first five months of 2023, Filian has gifted over 1k subs to herself, and many times has been her own top sub gifter.
• Her fastest pee record with hand washing is 49 seconds.
• The Game Boy was Filian’s first console; she would play Pokémon Yellow on her own for hours.
• Filian’s favorite dinos are the aquatic ones.
• One of Filian’s favorite shows is Mythbusters.
• Filian has Traveled to Canada, USA, & France.
• Filian has a fascination with large mysterious creatures, the Loch Ness Monster, Whales, even the worms from Dune.
• Filian uses the FireFox browser.
• Filian’s favorite dog breed is Chihuahuas.
• Filian's favorite animal is the cow.
• Filian got her first kiss; it was on the back of her hand, given by Camila.

Reference

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